I have always been good at giving advice and I think that you will agree by the end of this blog that I need to start listening to myself and more importantly my gut instinct. She's very rarely wrong when it comes to matters of the mind body and spirit!
During my life I've had a tendency to implode during stressful times. Twice I have folded during education, the last being my musical degree although mitigating circumstances surrounding the type of degree I chose where stacked against me. (For those interested I breezed music college but chose to stay in the area to study a degree in Classical/Popular Music. Classical being my downfall!)
Once put under pressure I tend to hide, bury my head and only come up for air when its too late. It happened at the start of the year when I was trying to complete 2 courses at once. I should have noted the warning signs before Christmas, instead I chose to try and carry on.Well its not too late in this instance because the college have rolling exams and I intend to take them in the coming months once my course work and case studies are completed. My wife said that I had lost my buzz about Reiki, well its as far from the truth as you can put it. The fire is burning brightly its just the academic part of the studies that are turning my world upside down.
Like an alcoholic, I'm back on it with a vengeance, I have a handful of assignments and case studies to complete and then i'm ready for my exams. The most annoying thing is that I am already qualified as a Reiki Master and these exams are to get something a little more recognised within the industry on paper as well as the ITEC Level 3 Diploma in Anatomy, Physiology and Pathology which will lead me on to other energy studies in the future.
I need to break the cycle of trepidation and failure during my studies because I can't fail, its my destiny to serve and make people feel better about themselves.Sorry for not blogging but I've been stuck in a hole for while. I'm now out of it and raring to go so watch this space. I will be updating my blog on a more regular basis with different observations and stories and also links to my website and other intersting articles.
Oh and I will be completing my studies.... Out of darkness cometh light.
Love and light,
Reiki Chris
